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Ghosts of Kathmandu
216 photographic slides
2023

I grew up in Nepal in the eighties. My parents studied the use of medicinal plants by the mountain villagers. My mother kept a photographic archive of the ceremonies and the daily life in the Kathmandu valley which she then developed to 35mm slides. But some images she couldn’t capture: my nightly hallucinations, the legend of Narasingha told by our nanny Saraswati, the spell that turned my father’s arm into a purulent eczema, the reenactments of the Ramayana, the collective trances, the house phone that caught on fire, the lepers’ temple, the revolution of 1990.

Photographic slides filmed by Fotonica (Almería) and developed by Revelab (Barcelona).
Thanks to my parents, my brother, Constanza Ternicier, Floy Krouchi, Ingrid Guardiola, Milena Flores.

Prompts

  • Closeup 35mm photograph of a blue rhododendron flower in the eighties in Nepal.
  • A photograph of a sadhu with a loincloth covered with ash, holding a trident with a snake, sitting under a large tree in the eighties.
  • A huge black boar in a tiny cage on a dirty street in Nepal, eighties photograph.
  • Ghost of a beautiful nepali woman crossing a bridge in the eighties, photograph.
  • The severed head of a buffalo lies in a pool of blue blood in the dirt, eighties photograph in Nepal.
  • The sacrifice of a buffalo in Nepal in the eighties, the head with no body lies in a pool of blue blood.
  • A small wooden toy of a catapult in the dirt, Nepal eighties.
  • Light gushing out from a cave in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • Golden magic light gushing out from a cave in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • Glowing magic river gushing out from a cave in the jungle in NEpal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • Glowing golden magic river gushing out from a cave in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • A golden light glowing from a cave’s entrance in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • The entrance of a cave in the jungle in Nepal in the eighties, a blue light shines from inside the cave, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A living statue of Lord Krishna inside a cave in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • A hindu God statue inside a cave in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • A living statue of Lord Vishnu inside a cave in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • Clothes hang to dry on a rope in a green garden in Nepal in the eighties, photograph.
  • Dirty chayote plant in a garden in Nepal in 1986, closeup colour photograph.
  • A cross eyed baby cat sitting on a concrete floor behind a door with metal bars, 35mm colour photograph, 1987.
  • Dal bhat tarkari, eighties photograph.
  • Dal bhat tarkari, closeup eighties photograph.
  • Rivers of blood run down the stairs of a temple during Dashain festival in Kathmandu in 1986, colour photograph.
  • Sacrifice of a buffalo in Nepal in 1986, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A photograph of a dead deer in the jungle in Nepal in the eighties, bowels scattered in blood.
  • A leopard has killed a deer in the jungle in Nepal in the eighties, colour photograph.
  • A photograph of a dead deer in Nepal in the eighties, bowels scattered.
  • Many dogs dying on the streets of Kathmandu in 1989, colour photograph.
  • An eagle catching a snake, closeup eighties 35mm photograph.
  • A monster with the head of an eagle and the body of a tiger, eighties photograph in Nepal.
  • A monster with the head of an eagle and the body of a tiger, eighties colour photograph in Nepal.
  • A closeup 35mm photograph of a hand with scissors cutting off a hair from an elephant.
  • A fireball floating in the streets of Kathmandu in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • A fireball floating in the jungle in Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • A blue fireball floating in a temple in Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • A firebll floating in a temple in Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • 35mm photograph of footprints on a jungle path in 1992.
  • Gabriel Lecup.
  • A fat man wearing a real elephant mask and a loincloth in lush vegetation, Nepal, 1986, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A fat man wearing a real elephant mask and a loincloth in lush vegetation at dusk, Nepal, 1986, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A nepalese man with a topi hat is squatting in a vegetable garden, eighties colour photograph.
  • A monkey riding a gharial in a lake in the jungle in Nepal, eighties 35mm photograph.
  • A goat’s head rolls and blood splatters on a red jeep during a ritual sacrifice in India in the eighties, 35mm photograph.
  • The heads of sacrificed goats in Nepal during the Dashain festival in the eighties, blood, 35mm photograph.
  • A red goat in a red jungle in Nepal in 1980, 35mm photograph.
  • Green goat heads in Nepal during the Dashain festival in the eighties, blood, 35mm photograph.
  • Peeling green peas in Nepal, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Living Hanuman tearing his chest open to show an image of Rama and Sita, jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm colour photograph.
  • Living Hanuman tearing his chest open to show an image of Rama and Sita, jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A green flying monkey with a crown carrying a lump of dirt, Nepal 1984, colour photograph.
  • A green flying monkey with a crown, he is carrying a lump of dirt, Nepal 1984, colour photograph.
  • Hanuman statue covered in red paint in Durbar square Kathmandu, eighties colour photograph.
  • A buddhist hermit wearing a loincloth is crouching on front of a cave in the Himalayas in 1900, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A buddhist hermit wearing a loincloth is crouching on front of a cave in the Himalayas at night in 1900, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A buddhist monk meditating in front of a cave in the Himalayas at night in 1900, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A buddhist hermit meditating in front of a cave in the Himalayas at night in 1900, 35mm closeup colour photograph.
  • Majestuous white mountains of the Himalayas, eighties photograph.
  • Photograph of the Himalayas taken from an aeroplane’s window in the eighties.
  • Hundreds of small tibetan statues on a rocky ground in the rain, Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • Colour photograph of the Kali statue in Kathmandu, 1984.
  • Nepalese children playing knucklebone game in the nineties, closeup photograph of the hands.
  • Photograph of nepalese children playing knucklebone game in the nineties.
  • Glimpse of Kumari 1986, colour photograph.
  • A family walking in the jungle, children on the shoulders of their parents, fright, 35mm photograph.
  • Mycobacterium leprae, photograph.
  • Mycobacterium leprae 1930, photograph.
  • A half-man half-lion demon pouncing on a king on the doorstep of a temple in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • A half-man half-lion demon on a doorstep in the jungle at dusk in Nepal, 35mm eighties photograph.
  • Liquid mercury in a child’s hand, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Giant lizard monster on a wall in a room, eighties photograph in Nepal.
  • A small elephant is sitting on a giant lotus flower in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • Manjushri splits the mountain with a sword and lets water flood the Kathmandu valley, 1980, 35mm photograph.
  • Manjushri, eighties photograph.
  • Giant praying mantis hugging a buddhist monk in 1970, colour photograph.
  • Many praying mantis on a buddhist monk in the eighties, colour 35mm photograph.
  • A nepalese peasant in the nineties tending a tall marihuana plant, photograph.
  • A drop of mercury in a child’s hand, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Mercury in a child’s hand, closeup 35mm colour photograph.
  • A european child with a baby monkey on his head grabbing his hair, in a jungle in India, eighties photograph.
  • An army of monkeys fighting in the clouds, eighties 35mm photograph.
  • Hundreds of monkeys fight agressively in a temple in Nepal, eighties photograph.
  • Hundreds of monkeys fight agressively in a temple in Nepal, closeup colour photograph.
  • A green flying monkey with a crown in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • A european child with a baby monkey on his head in a jungle in India, eighties photograph.
  • Chinese children’s book about the adventures of the monkey king, eighties photograph.
  • A monkey riding a giant snake in a lake in Nepal, eighties 35mm photograph.
  • A baby cat wth orange stripes is sleeping on the engine of a red jeep in 1988, photograph.
  • Traditional indian music rehearsal in a dim lit room in the early eighties, photograph.
  • A man with a realistic lion mask and a loincloth is eating the heart of another man in the jungle in India in 1984, 35mm colour photograph.
  • A man with a realistic lion mask and a loincloth is pouncing on a king at the entrance of a temple in the jungle at dusk, 35mm colour photograph.
  • Narasimha photograph 1986.
  • A man with a realistic lion mask and a loincloth is pouncing on a king at the doorstep of a jungle home at dusk, 35mm photograph.
  • A man with a tiger’s face and four arms raised, on a doorstep in India at dusk, 1984.
  • A closeup photograph of a child wearing a tibetan necklace with a turquoise and two corals.
  • The hand of an old man from Nepal with very long nails, closeup colour photograph in 1986.
  • The hand of an old man from Nepal with very long nails, colour photograph in 1986.
  • Ñomg curvy nails on an old man’s hand, India eighties, colour photograph.
  • A hand with very long nails, India eighties, colour photograph.
  • Tibetan ritual objects lined up on a brick floor, 1986, closeup photograph.
  • Photograph of bells flying over a garden in Kathmandu in the eighties.
  • A photograph of rice paddies in the mountain in Nepal in 1985.
  • An open eye inside the palm of a hand in Nepal in 1984, colour photograph.
  • An open eye inside the palm of a hand in Nepal in 1984, colour photograph.
  • Democracy hi hi, panchayat bye bye, 35mm photograph in 1990.
  • Two young brothers with a red byscile posing with a dog in a garden with bamboo in the background, eighties photograph.
  • A peacock feather on fire in Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • A peacock feather is burning, eighties 35mm photograph.
  • A white peacock in front of a temple in Nepal in the moonlight, eighties 35mm photograph.
  • A white peacock in front of a temple in Nepal in the moonlight, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Eighties colour photograph of carrots, eggplant, zucchini and leek floating in blood.
  • Two brothers aged six and seven sitting on a wall are dropping yellow liquid from a tin milk jar upon school children in uniforms, India 1987, colour photograph.
  • A young girl in India in the eighties is holding a bunch of flowers which explode in fire and smoke.
  • Prumpkin seeds drying on a red brick roof, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Funreal pyre by the Ganges river in Kathmandu, eighties photograph.
  • The queen of Nepal crying on the balcony of her palace during the revolution of 1990, photograph.
  • The Queen of England and her twin sister are visiting a school in Nepal in 1991, colour photograph.
  • A tiny blue king and his queen appear inside a chest wound in India in 1984, closeup colour photograph.
  • A man’s arm covered with strange rashes from an unknown disease in 1980, closeup photograph.
  • A red grasshopper on a red plant in Nepal in 1980, closeup 35mm photograph.
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  • A bright red grasshopper on raw meat, closeup 35mm photograph in 1980.
  • Strange shadows on a moving red cloth.
  • The reflection of Lord Krishna’s face in the water, eighties 35mm colour photograph.
  • The face of Lord Rama reflected in the water, 35mm colour photograph.
  • The reflection of Lord Rama’s face in the water, eighties 35mm colour photograph.
  • The reflection of Lord Rama’s face in the water, eighties 35mm colour photograph.
  • Closeup 35mm photograph of a red rhododendron flower in the eighties in Nepal.
  • A photograph of a religious ritual in the Himalayas in the Eighties.
  • Closeup colour photograph of banknotes scattered on a street in Kathmandu in 1990.
  • A photograph of me sitting on a blue Sadhu’s lap in Pashupatinath in 1990, 35mm photograph.
  • A sadhu with a loincloth is riding a giant snake in a lake in Nepal in the eighties, photograph.
  • A tibetan manuscript of buddhist scriptures at sunset, closeup photograph in 1989.
  • A photograph of a shaman with a demon mask dancing in front of a temple, surrounded by a crowd in India.
  • A sherpa carrying a child in a rattan backpack in the Himalayas in 1989, 35mm photograph.
  • Shesha snake god in the jungle in 1984, 35mm colour photograph.
  • Shesha snake god in the jungle in India in 1984, 35mm colour photograph.
  • My sister in Nepal at age eight if she would have lived, photograph in 1990.
  • Extreme closeup 35mm photograph of dirty snails in blue slime.
  • Hundreds of slugs and snails, dim light, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Extreme closeup 35mm photograph of dirty snails on a map of Kathmandu in 1984.
  • A big black snake lying on a hindu shrine in a garden in Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • A photograph of a long black sacred snake on a shrine in a garden, in Kathmandu in 1987.
  • Blue and green stuffed animal of a mouse with a long tail, Nepal 1986.
  • A photograph of men dancing a traditional dance with sticks in Terai, Nepal, 1990.
  • Peeling sweet peas in Nepal, eighties photograph.
  • A taekwondo class for children in a lush garden, eighties photograph.
  • A tape worm in a toilet bowl, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • A long crooked tooth in a small empty glass jar, eighties photograph.
  • A telephone on fire in Kathmandu, eighties photograph.
  • A blue tent in lush vegetation in the Himalayas, happy, eighties photograph.
  • A nepali woman with the third eye in 1984, closeup photograph.
  • A nepali woman with the third eye in 1984, closeup colour photograph.
  • A nepali woman with the third eye wide open in 1984, closeup colour photograph.
  • A beautiful nepali woman with the third eye in 1984, closeup photograph.
  • Closeup photograph of the third eye in Nepal in 1980.
  • A tiger devours an indian man on a doorstep at dusk, 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • A half-man half-tiger beast on the doorstep of an indian temple at dusk, eighties photograph.
  • A tiger kills a man dressed with traditional indian clothes on a doorstep at dusk, 1980, 35mm photograph.
  • A tiger hits a nepali woman on the back at dusk in the jungle in 1984, colour 35mm photograph.
  • A painting of a tiger falling on a sleeping man’s head in a room in rural India, eighties photograph.
  • A toy truck from Nepal painted in many colours, 1987 photograph.
  • A photograph of a luxurious colonial room in India covered with tiger trophies and skins, eighties photograph.
  • A photograph of a room covered with wild animal trophies in a colonial house in India in the eighties.
  • Colourful painted trucks on a winding road in the mountains in Nepal in the eighties, photograph.
  • Vimana chariot flying through the clouds, closeup eighties 35mm photograph.
  • A living statue of Lord Vishnu in the jungle in Nepal in 1984, 35mm photograph.
  • Lord Vishnu lying on a bed of snakes floating on the water in Nepal in 1986, 35mm photograph.
  • Lord Vishnu sleeping in a bed of snakes floating on the water in Nepal in 1986, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • Lord Vishnu sleeping in a bed of snakes floating on the water in Nepal in 1986, closeup 35mm photograph.
  • White rabbit brand candy wrap, Nepal 1986, photograph.
  • Photograph of a very old woman praying in Nepal in 1982.
  • A herd of large yaks walking down a track in the snow in 1990, closeup photograph.
  • A photograph of a long apple peel held in front of Swayambhunath in the eighties.
  • A living hindu god with many arms under s lush tree in Nepal, eighties photograph.
  • A closeup photograph of an astral chart painted on a roll of lokta paper, traditional Nepal, eighties.
  • A large metal sign from the eighties on Nepal with the words “Badaboum”, photograph.
  • 35mm photograph of giant bats hanging from trees on an alley facing the royal palace in Nepal, 1989.
  • A monster with the body of a bird and the head of a man, Nepal in the eighties, photograph.
  • A monster with the body of a human and the head of a bird, Nepal photograph.
  • Closeup 35mm photograph of a child biting his brother’s arm.
  • A glowing blue bee flying through a thick smoke in 1986, extreme closeup 35mm photograph.